25/12

I would have been 25 weeks pregnant today with Baby #2...

I would have been 12 weeks pregnant with Baby #3....

Instead, I feel empty and sad tonight. Every little complaint about babies & pregnancy I see, STINGS. I don't know that I will EVER be able to have another chance to have morning sickness. I don't know that I will ever feel another baby in my ribs. I don't know that I will ever have to change my outfit because of my baby's spit up on me.

I don't mean to be so critical... I just wish I had those chances. SO much. :(

I wish, with my whole heart, that I knew I would have that chance again.
I just want my babies back :(